Meltdown 2018/2/2

2 Am on 2018/2/2, I had a meltdown. I just had a 2 hours phone call with my friend Anthony, and he hung up on me after I lamented for over an hour. I appreciated the effort he put in to save me from breaking down, but he failed. Nobody could.

I felt like a sinking ship. Or worse, an aimless boat drifted in darkness caused by storms and thunder.

I couldn’t breathe.

This all started from a discussion with my boss, Ryan. The call was short, lasting only 20 minutes. And the result wasn’t surprising neither. I got demoted. The job wasn’t prestige, to begin with; however, the pain was that I believed I could levitate myself with this job. I got such huge expectation that I could become a location independent nomand after doing this job for like 6 months.

But was it? Was the situation that bad that had to feel sorry for me for over 3 hours.

I didn’t think so.

The point that it made me sad was I felt like me, as a human being, got rejected due to my limitation, namely English writing. And, of course, the decrease in salary.

Obviously, at this moment, there are tons of this I can improve on. Perhaps earn some money on the side.

Cold emailing 10 marketing companies every day
Learn to write and speak English better
Read 50 pages a day
Write 500 words a day
Get as much as value from copywriting courses as you can
Cold calling 10 potential clients
Improve landing page from Axel Global
So thinking about it, the situation isn’t as bad as I imagine.